hmmm should plan 4 my life le...

i should plan 4 my life le sia...

time really do fly..

now i am 21 le...

very soon i haf 2 get out 2 the world n live le...

i haf a choice...

or more then 1 instead..

i can choice 2 work part-time...

n study or i could work full time n work part-time...

alot of my friends is been askiin me 2 b in a business wif them...

weird 2 say..

they say i could b in gd help...

i wonder...

i aint rich..

nor tat smart...

but y find me??

they told me i haf a view tat no other haf...

do i??

i really don think tat way...

just tat i think deeper n more then normal ppl ba...

i bet there r much more ppl tat is able 2 do better then me outside...

there is alway this sayiin...

there is a mountain higher then another...

n there will b a sky tat is higher then mountain...

so...

there wont b a person tat is forever the top...

there will b up n downs..

i plan 2 buy a cam this yr...

then end of the yr a ipad...

or mayb a remote airplane...

the best is this 3 by this yr...

hope i can make it...

mayb is time 2 gif up...

mayb is time 4 me 2 gif up le...
but again...
y do i still hang on...
partly is i am afraid...
how many gals will able 2 b wif me wif the skin problem i haviin...
ya..
there is a sayiin...
no matter how bad u look...
as long as i love u...
but b4 ppl love me..
i guess my skin problem may scare them away...
but again...
is just a mayb...
i am a person tat keep 2 myself alot...
n i don darn 2 step in2 a area tat i don know...
is it the time 4 me 2 step out???
haix...
sometime i rather 2 live i was..
i don care how others look at me...
do wat i lik...
or in a way i think is right...
but...
in life ppl haf 2 move on...
no matter how much wanted 2 turn around...
no matter how many time u haf done wrong...
as long keep tryiin...
we r able 2 ans 2 ourself...
no matter is gd or bad...
fail or pass...

there is only 1 life 4 every1...
every1 will n can haf a sec chance...
but yet...
hu will gif a sec chance??
is every1 haf a sec chance???
haix...
this is life...
life is alway a question...

now i am 21th le...
there more heavy loads on my shoulder le..
family..
life..
sch
army...

family??
haix..
not goiin 2 talk 2 much about it...
just dissapointed..

life??
1 word...
sux..

sch...
hahaha..
was lik hell...
almost unable 2 keep up...
hopefuly i could pull through..

army??
BEST SIA...
i tot officer should settle problem then let it worsts??
then in the end i haf 2 get in 2 settle..
hu am i??
i just a PTE SAMUEL...
wat could i do??
wat can i do??

over all...
my life is sure a 'happeniin' thing 2 see...
but this is life??
hu 2 blame??
hmmm good question...