wat am i doiin???

got a new bed on sat...
nice but abit of girlish...
some more in white...
OMG lor...
haix but better then don haf a bed la...
ytd nite i saw a white bat lor...
i was lik o a bat...
then think of it...
how often do u see a white bat...
haha
i was lik sayiin...
must b good thing goiin 2 happen ba...
but again...
it mayb bad thing...
but i belive tat will b gd thing will happen ba...
or worst come 2 worst..
nth happen ba...
haha

is lik nowaday i lik don even know wat i must do...
or should do...
ytd i heard a chinese song tat was sayiin tat a guy find a present 2 gif his ex a present on her bday...
then the gal say we not break up le ma???
the present gif ur future gf...
then the guy was lik thinkiin tat didnt she say we r still friends even if we break up??
y cant i gif u present??
this song was really lik wat happen 2 me sia..
haha
but i was worst..
cause my ex almost call police..
haha
now i know y some ppl lik 2 sleep..
cause they wan dream...
dream was everytime very happy..
haf a good time...
but when we wake up...
those was just the dreams...
i don know y...
i keep dreamiin of her back wif me sia...
haha

i really don know wat i doiin now sia...
i just know 1 thing...
if my skin can get better..
i mayb able 2 move on...
or will belive in myself more...
i just know tat my skin problem is getiin bad 2 worst lor...
i know i should not mind how ppl look at me...
cause i just hu i am...
but the thing is tat..
the world don turn 4 me...
is 4 the life on earth...
if say i don mind how others look at me is fake de lor...
but i don really mind..
just tat i don wan ppl take me as a monster...
it really don feel gd at all...

anyway i just wan 2 say tat...
i am hu i am...
most of the time u may just see me play around..
lik idiot...
or lik lazy not doiiin things tat i should do...
it does not mean i am lik this...