wat wrong wif my dream???

shit lo...
i dream of rebecca again...
somemore her brother was in it...
the dream was...
i saw her brother...
play wif him..
then don know y he was missin...
then rebecca appear..
scolded me then went running around find him...
i went around findiin him oso...
in the end i did find him...
then she was very happy n angry...
after tat we had a talk...
the feeliin was so gd lo...
but b4 anything happen...
i wake up from my dream le...

haix...
nowaday...
i been smokiin alot...
n not been myself...
as in do wat oso can able 2 do or think seem lik my mind was else where...
i know i always don care things..
but i getiing worst lately...
haix...
i don know wat i should do le...
just do wat other ppl wan me 2 do...
never really care wat i wanted le...
haix...
been busy in army lately...
but...
haix...
hope 2morrow is a better day ba...