is been so long b4 i bloged 5/11

is been so long b4 i blogged...
haha
i find out tat really only love keep me goiin..
only love can make me fall...
another 26 days..
6 months le...
haha
now then i knoe..
from the first time i haf gf...
this is the first time tat i stop so long single...
the first time when i was really heart broken...
i am not as down as now...
haha
the pain...
6 month le...
still the same feeliin...
y is tat so...
sometime i really don knoe wat am i doiin...


i really don know wat she is thinkiin...
really...
there is alot of ans`s given 2 me...
some say she don dare 2 face me...
or don know how 2 face me...
y??
she say she will take me as friend...
but is this how she treat friends??
no lor...
i really find out my life sux...
darn boriin life...
haix...
wat am i doiin??
i really wan 2 woo her back...
wif the way i doiin now..
there is almost no way tat she will b mine again...
there is another way...
but i really don wan 2 use it...
i oso know if i use this other way, she will b mine again...
haix...
4get it le la
wat can i do??
i already gif up w0rkiin at intercon bcuz of her le...
wat else??
gif up loviin her???
i really cant do it...
i just bought a jacket 4 her a few days ago...
wonderiin how am i goiin 2 pass it 2 her...
haix...
wonder will she throw it away...
haix...
4get it la..
don think 2 much le la...
must go sleep le...
2morrow still got exam...
nite...