mayb a gd bye 2 singapore le ba..

seem lik my family is really goiin send me 2 study at other country le...
then is really bye bye 2 this place...
even thought tat is around another 5 yr b4 i go...
or even another 2 or 3 yr...
i thought i can put her aside my mind le..
but now i know no matter how i hide it.. 4get it...
the pain is still there..
or rather the love 4 her is still there...
mayb after i go out n live, study in a place tat is a very new place 2 me could let me 4get..
or get over it..
i kind of return 2 i was 13..
where i darn close my fuckiin heart...
now...
my GOOD FRIEND is becomiin bigger n bigger...
tat mean i start 2 look myself more useless...
start 2 fear alot of things...
nowaday i really dislik if any1 touch me or get close 2 me...
tat is wat i fear...
bcomiin hu i am last time...
but is it not better then me better then bcomiin bad??
at least i wont hurt any1 but myself....
hope she happy 2 b hu she is now...
loviin u even till now rebecca..
tc k gal...
smile alway...