...been so busy,,,

2morrow is the last day i w0rk at tat Chinese restaurant le...
is been so long i blog a blog...
but anyway...
hu cares??
no1 knoe my blog anyway...
i write blog 4 just 2 write a blog only...
sometime i very hate myself...
yes i do haf strength...
but my body cant let me hold tat much weight le i still carry so many things..
lucky...
till ytd my hand then haf tat idiot pain...
i really don know i can use my strength..
hope can last ba...
this few day...
i learn something new...
when things happens...
face it wif a smile...
even thought tat type of thinkiin is kind of stupid...
but i feel tat is better 4 me...
at least..
smile through it will let me wont think 2 much about it...
or thinkiin of other things tat much...
haix...
i thought tat w0rkiin at other places wont see her anymore...
after all...
she goiin move le..
but in the end still see her...
w0rkiin wif her was lik a nitemare 2 me...
or should say heart broken...
haix..
ppl do changes..
but y do i still stay at the same me...
is it better or stupid 2 b...
but think of it...
i really don know how will i change in2...
or becomiin wat i told her...
i really don wan 2 change till lik this...
it will hurt alot of ppl...
even the ones i care alot...
haix...
4get it la...
let fate take its course ba...
hopefully i will change till a better person ba...
HOPEEEEEEEE....