again n again.. likiin the wrong person..

first rebecca...
now wei tian..
haix..
y do i always fall in love wif the wrong person...
mayb gals tat i lik r not mena 4 me ba...
i wonder...
wat happy thing tat will make me happy??
my life just gettin worst everytime i see it...
my family don seem lik a family anymore...
my feeliin is gettiin die..
i been through alot of things..
everytime i get over the problem some way or another..
another problem will come...
n 1 is harder then another 2 cross..
i really do not know how long can i hold on...
i really need some1 wif me..
support me...
but..
haix...
mayb people tat was born alone haf 2 face alone...
last time..
i use 2 think there is nth tat can stop me...
but now...
even if is the things tat i love..
i am 2 tired of tryiin le...
i really want 2 haf love..
2 b loved...
but tat seem 2 b so far away...
mayb just mayb...
is better 4 me 2 haf only myself in my life...
then mayb i will b happier...