Saturday, April 3, 2010

hmm.. i think i start 2 turn 2 my old life sia..

i haf done thing tat aint tat gd wif gals..
hmm..
this will hurt their feeliin...
i know i never force them or anything..
is she ok i ok de..
but yet..
i did things 2 hurt her..
haix..
this mayb a gd thing 4 me..
as i start 2 care 4 myself more..
but yet hurtiin ppl??
tat isnt the thing i wan 2 do..
i change bcuz i don wan 2 hurt myself nor others..
wat can i do??
hmmm...
i really did change..
but yet is hu i am b4..
tat aint gd at all..
ppl should move forward..
not back..
hmmm...
just hope the things i do will not harm my parents..
the wrong i did..
i bear it myself..
at least i feel sry..
tat means i haven turn 2 him yet...
which is gd..
means tat i could able 2 change back...
haix..
but means tat..
i will hurt myself??
hmmmm
i think alot of ppl will say i should just care 4 myself then others...
but yet..
i don wan 2 hurt or harm others..
wat should i do??
WAT?!?!?!?!?!
haix