wat a month...

wat is happeniin 2 my life???
is gettiin worst everyday...
o ya...
jeremy is still my friend..
but mayb is we r both busy wif our things..
so don really meet much...
i goiin back 2 study le..
hopefully i can study la..
but cannot oso cant..
must die die go n study...

ytd went 2 meet gui min...
cause something happen 2 her tat cause her very very down...
which i could not get it out of her mouth...
but if i am not wrong...
is about her ex...
n her life...
i know the problem is always there de...
mean the fire is there long ago...
but now...
the CLEVER Terrence make the fire bigger...
now she don even listen 2 wat i say anymore...
sometime i should follow my heart more then my brain...
my heart really wan 2 gif up on gui min le..
but my brain tell me i cant do tat...
cause she will a very bad end...
haix...
don care le la...
i try my best 2 help her...

i really find out i really lik let others think i am a idiot...
or not tat smart at all sia...
this mornin i was talkiin 2 a gal...
but i don know how 2 spell her name...
y cant she haf a easier name...
she so lik white should call angel lor...
hahahaha
i bluff her those things i told her is from library...
hahaha
she really belive sia...
but i do know some thing from books...
but mostly is from by lookiin at others or wat i haf been through...
but i haf 2 bluff..
cause how many ppl will really belive wat i say is mostly from my own brain..
diao...
don care..
hahaha
finally now i haf other things 2 worry other then rebecca things..
but y??
y can i haf a feeliin 2ward a gal 4 so long...
n she treat me lik shit???
i really don understand...
haix...
mayb this is life ba