given up.. finally..

FINALLY!!!

i put rebecca down le...

but ofcuz i do haf feeliin 4 her..

but atleast..

i put her down le..

r/s 2 me is the only thing i don haf..

tat y i want it so much..

but ppl think i despo..

ya la..

despo 4 some1 2 care 4 me la..

friends cant b alway there 4 u..

at least gf will b wif u more often n will show more care..

haix...

wat i wan is very easy n simple de...

but ppl just don understand n hear..

now i sick again...

hu is there 4 me??

haix..

i cough till i cant sleep at nite..

ltr my boss sure don care wan me go back work de..

at nite still got exam...

hahaaha

hope everytime will go well ba..

should i quit smokiin n drinkiin??

haix...

i wonder y do i write so much...

i may look lik a idiot, but i aint not one...

hu i am is hu i am...

wat the hell

wat is friendship??

seriously la..

just a simple meet up..

is it so hard..

so wat i am stranger 2 u..

since u gif me ur number n haf talk 4 sometime..

just bcome u emo, then suddenly don wan talk 2 me..

say i donno u..

so don wan talk 2 much 2 u??

n yet u say u don haf much friends..

friends is jsut a passer-by..

wtf..

wat u did 2 me..

i guess u did it 2 many ppl..

normal friends u can say i donno u tat much so i don wan talk 2 u..

how u will get true friends??

haix...

sch, life, army...

is sure so mess up..

n fuck up..

just needed some1 2 peii 2 talk 2 is it so hard??

wat the fuck...

is not lik i wan gf leh..

is i just wan a friends tat i can talk my heart out..

i try..

but yet ppl just don wan gif u a chance..

is a chance 2 b friends leh..

not gf leh..

so wat the fuck u been hurt..

u think u r the only 1 hurt b4??

just bcuz u gal u think u get the worst..

fuck la...

u protect urself..

not block out every1..

haix..

ppl nowadays really know how 2 use ppl..

u all use me i don mind at all lo..

but in return..

just peii me..

talk 2 me...

tat hard ma...

wat??

i ghost ar..

i robot is it..

i don haf feeliin meh..

does not means i don show means i don haf lo...

fuck la..

i really wan just find a gf n fuck off from others lo..

haix...