now i am 21th le...
2day is rebecca 19th bday...
haix...
but the most sad part about bday is...
my only bday party..
my 21th bday party sux...
haix...
my parent don really care if i am cutiin my cake...
yes...
they came...
wif their friends...
play n chat wif them...
how about me??
my cake is out...
candle is lighted...
but...
haix...
till i almost blow my candle then they appear...
haix...
after my bday..
alot of my friends couldnt turn up...
my chalet was lik a ghost town...
let see...
when next wed comes...
i want 2 see...
does everything changes??
my luck my life...
since tat guy say everything will go better when i reach 23(in my chinese bday)
i will see...
how will it changes...
ppl say guy will change 2 another person when they r 21th...
let see wat i will bcome..
but y do i haf a feeliin i will go back???
hopefully i wont...
haix...
hu care how i feel?
hu i am 2 others...
standiin on this world is myself..
wat i do is wat i do...
aint by any1...
i care ppl but i don get anything back..
worst...
i get worst 2 come...
hahaha
mayb just mayb...
i should just b alone...
aint it better???
i wont feel hurt nor pain..
i laugh i smile...
does it mean i am happy???
hmmm
tat a question 2 b ask...
hahaaha
