given up.. finally..

FINALLY!!!

i put rebecca down le...

but ofcuz i do haf feeliin 4 her..

but atleast..

i put her down le..

r/s 2 me is the only thing i don haf..

tat y i want it so much..

but ppl think i despo..

ya la..

despo 4 some1 2 care 4 me la..

friends cant b alway there 4 u..

at least gf will b wif u more often n will show more care..

haix...

wat i wan is very easy n simple de...

but ppl just don understand n hear..

now i sick again...

hu is there 4 me??

haix..

i cough till i cant sleep at nite..

ltr my boss sure don care wan me go back work de..

at nite still got exam...

hahaaha

hope everytime will go well ba..

should i quit smokiin n drinkiin??

haix...

i wonder y do i write so much...

i may look lik a idiot, but i aint not one...

hu i am is hu i am...